[04 May 2008|01:33am] just moments ago.. trevor did a 'black fip' Close Your Eyes

[21 Apr 2008|10:38pm] I went to DC for the weekend and saw one million people i hadn't seen in one million years. I don't hate Joel's guts anymore, I think we are best friends again. I wish i had either eaten more or drinkin less this weekend. i cant believe i didn't have a single hangover. i enjoy going out of town, i think i might try to go see Peirce Louise next. I think Savannah would be a lot more fun with electricity than without. ALSO, today when i went into work at the Olive Garden, there was a flyer in the breakroom informing everyone that Playboy wants "Girls of Olive Garden" to pose for 50 thousand dollars a piece. I think this is hilarious. Close Your Eyes

[27 Mar 2008|11:31pm] its been a million years since i got on here and my life couldnt be better. i just got back from my road trip and now i am tan and happy. i missed everyone here and everyone seemed to miss me so it makes coming back from such a wonderful time, wonderful in itself. i am about to get crazy, because thats what we do. i got a four hundred and something dollar paid vacation and im getting one million dollars back from taxes so really life couldnt be better. also the sixty two inch tv sitting in my living room as of yesterday isnt so harsh on the eyes either. john came home today but he will probably just hang out with rachael for a few days but hopefully she will be returned to me and i will be able to see them both. company has arrived.. its going to be a good night. Close Your Eyes

[25 Aug 2006|02:27am] for the first time in a long time i have the people i want around me and thats all. ive never had more fun then ive been having. i feel like maybe the summer wasnt as bad as i thought. i hate to see people leave tho. mainly peirce kendall and joel. peirce because she is my bff/gf. joel because ive never seen tighter more creative music played between three such talented people. it seemed to easy. but its not the end. so im still hopefull to hear it later. and kendall, because it was always fun when she came around. thats why. 1 Died | Close Your Eyes

[18 May 2006|10:48am] someone who graduated from my school my last year died in a motorcycle accident last night and im not sure how to react. i never knew this kid very well but i did know him. i had friends that knew him well. i have absolutly no emotion towards this. or none shown. like im sad but im not really hurt. i just cant think about anything else. i keep picturing him and i keep thinking that this persons voice will never speak again, that this person will never show up at a party again, that this person will never be seen again. thats what is killing me. im really sorry for everyone who was close to this person and im really sorry for those that are really hurt by this. i tried going about my day and striking conversations non related but its not really doing anything bc i have this feeling in my chest like everyone around me is so hurt and this 'child' none the less is no more. so maybe i am hurt by the situation. i just wish i was more successful at taking peoples minds off of it. but maybe thats not the way its supposed to be. it just sucks he was so young. think of how differant things would be if he had been told he would only live to be nineteen. who would have guessed nick would never live past nineteen. hes not one of those kids. noone i know is one of those kids. yesterday i worked and i stayed at work for an hour and a half longer than i should have talking to this old lady that was sitting at my table alone. she had met so many people and told so many stories and i got off work and sat and talked to this stranger for an hour and a half, and in our conversation she told me that i shouldnt have a boyfriend at my age. and of course i argued with her but her point was, even if you are happy and even if you get married and have a wonderful marriage for twenty five years, you never know what could happen. they could die in a terrible accident and you have nothing to show for that portion of your life. she wasnt telling me to break up with dan. she was telling me to live each day to the fullest bc that situation happened to her and i think im most hurt right now bc i think about all the things nick would have wanted to experience and all the things he could have done and i really hope he was at least in a happy point in his life. im scared. im really scared. 2 Died | Close Your Eyes

[02 May 2006|11:13am] i am so fucking excited about getting into this house. after barbara and i work on it today, my room will be done and that gives me a week and a half to get everything in so when we get our new bathroom finished next weekend we will be in. sleeeeeeeeeeeeep over. sunday night was so much fun! ive recently realized that i like things unfamiliar alot. i enjoy going places i have never been. i enjoy doing things i have never done. i enjoy hanging out with people that i dont necessarily know very well. it makes things interesting. i also believe that the combination of familiar and unfamiliar is good. i cant wait until i move into my house, because it will be my house and i can have who ever i want over and whoever i want can sleep over and i can go whereever i want, but i want to be at that sweet new house always. everyone can come over. everyone. andrea dan eddie chip john ben barbara peirce hillary cla keni vinnie sarah and all the rest of the important people in this world. and terry too. bc he has been given a couch under my loft bed in place of a bottom bunk. good for you terry mycka. prom is saturday, and daniel will be looking right. 9 Died | Close Your Eyes

[24 Apr 2006|09:29am] this is my prom dress 3 Died | Close Your Eyes

[24 Apr 2006|09:24am] THIS WEEKEND WAS SO MUCH FUN! i wish daniel wasnt asleep right now. i wish peirce wasnt in georgia right now. i am excited mallory is coming home today. i wish terry had come to ocean pines. i wish jerry never went home. but most of all, i wish there was food in my stomach. Close Your Eyes

[19 Apr 2006|10:54am] i move into my house in supposedly twelve days but really its whenever we finish the house.. which if longer than twelve days, it wont be by much. is it weird that im scared to move away from my mom? haha i feel gay, but its weird. 12 Died | Close Your Eyes

[11 Apr 2006|11:21am] i just used the bathroom at school and on the door was written "'09 is so fine and are dymes" people are so gay. who thought of that and went out of their way to write it? who cares honestly. 3 Died | Close Your Eyes

[31 Mar 2006|11:10am] battle of the bands tonight at bennett high school. seven pm, eight dollars for tonight twelve for tonight and tomorrow night. come and vote for chip-odos. Close Your Eyes

[10 Mar 2006|11:00am] ive decided to start writing checks, and in the memo department write "for smuggling diamonds" and skipping instead of walking and when PEIRCE COMES HOME i am going to see if she is up for playing "traffic control" where you sit in a car with sunglasses and hold a hairdryer up and make cars slow down in a panic. everytime someone asks me to do something i am going to ask if they want fries with that, and when eating out, im going to order diet water... with a straight face. when taking money out of an ATM i will yell either "i won! i won!" or "winner winner chicken dinner!" i have been told these are a few ways of maintaining a healthy level of insanity. I CANNOT WAIT FOR PEIRCE TO COME HOME! 1 Died | Close Your Eyes

[08 Mar 2006|11:28am] i am so glad i got to see mallory and hang out with her and zach. i wish they were around more, but now that mallory is officially moving in with dustin and i, i guess i will be seeing them more. i am excited. i am also excited about serving at the olive garden. i enjoy it very much. i am excited about doing battle of the bands, i am excited about daniel, just because, i am excited about dans new ebay purchase, i am excited about almost everything, except the olive garden tests, i am so worried about. i love everyone. Close Your Eyes

[10 Feb 2006|09:29am] daniel: where are you? randi: waiting for the ferry. daniel: well this fairy is waiting for you. 2 Died | Close Your Eyes

[20 Jan 2006|10:04am] i found a house. i move in june first. i think mallory is going to be the third roomie. john got a car. i saw him driving it. i miss sarah. 12 Died | Close Your Eyes

[01 Jan 2006|10:47pm] happy birthday to me. 5 Died | Close Your Eyes

[08 Dec 2005|12:06pm] ever heard of the thing where people get depressed in the winter? well i think that is happening. read everyones livejournal.. it sucks. i dont think im going to be on here as much. not until at least february. i may drop by but dear god, everyone is down. call me. ill give you advice to the best of my ability. ive been feeling pretty level headed lately. happy birthday in advance andrea! 2 Died | Close Your Eyes

[07 Dec 2005|11:24am] you are the smell before rain. you are the blood in my veins. Close Your Eyes

[05 Dec 2005|12:05pm] so this weekend was one of the most fun weekends i have had in a while. dan and i went up to baltimore and stayed with his grandmother because his nephew mark was being baptized sunday and dan was the godfather. i met all of dans extended family and it was fun. saturday we arrived at dans grandmothers house and it was neat. she is such a sweet lady. i had met her before but it was cool to be at her house. she has so many stories. they go on forever. and she has so many little sayings.. like when i walked in and she greeted me with "a hundred thousand welcomes" and she has a saying "heres your hat, whats the hurry?" i think thats hillarious. we hung out for a little bit. ate homemade lasagna, and then dan his ma and myself when shopping at the towson town center. alot of things were bought for me. im so excited for christmas. then we went back to his grandmas house, hung out for a little while.. watched law and order, it was an intense episode, and then i fell asleep. apparently dan was laying next to me while i was asleep and stroking my hair while his grandmother made comments such as "isnt love grand." when dan told me she said that my heart dropped. it really is grand. his grandmother made some bangin creme de menthe parfaits and they were delicious. she plays christmas records all the time and they are so awesome. hearing the scratches in the backround changes the whole mood of the song. the baptism ceremony was painless.. and then everyone went back to shannons for food and gathering. everything was so good. dan and i got back early.. we went to his house put on pajamas and watched home alone. i love those movies so much. i cant wait for the a christmas story marathon christmas eve on tbs. dan and i watch that movie all the time anyway but the marathon is still exciting. i cant wait for dans family vacation this year. florida last year was the best week of my life. 2 Died | Close Your Eyes

[28 Nov 2005|10:24pm] so thanksgiving as a whole was ok i guess. we ate at dans which was the perfect meal then went to my dads and got to vistit with my step moms family and then went to my dads moms (my mom moms)house for a nas car showcase. no offense to maria whos family watches nas car. i got to open a christmas gift from dans parents. it was a pair of the softest slippers i have ever felt. also i got dan for his birthday a charlie brown pathetic christmas tree and a tee shirt a sweater (that i am sending back bc it is made of wool and we dont do the wool thing) and also a cd that just came in the mail. i am only writing about it bc dan will never read this. brady, dans fierce dog loves me and i find that to be quite the accomplishment. i need to have a hair dye sleep over party.. i know peirce and julie want to dye hair and i know andrea does also so i think we could make an event out of the whole ordeal. today i got on instant messanger for the first time in years. the first people to IM me were devin feist and dan metzger. DevMan869: holy crap it's the coolest (prettiest) girl i know! DevMan869: "suave devin" is finally recognized for being suave DevMan869: well i gotta go but i hope you dream of me cuz i know i will of you ^^how suave can this guy get? SOMEONE CALL THE SUAVE POLICE!!!! 4 Died | Close Your Eyes

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